=D

2010-10-01T21:52:00.003+08:00

i really dunno wad's wrong with them.
just for a free luggage bag, they can make such a big fuss out of it.
some request to take a look for any defaults found on the bag.
hello.
its free.
why be so calculative?
i really dunno why.
you are receiving free gift, and yet you want us to reserve the color that we are not able to reserve.
lol?
why make us so difficult ?
just accept any color that we give.
it's not as though you are paying any price for it.
its FREE!
not even a dollar.
and you still get to earn high interest rates compared to other places.
why be so xia suay?
a big boo to all of you.

2010-08-09T23:05:00.000+08:00

i really really got to be positive. dad's temper 's getting outta control.

2010-07-28T22:21:00.003+08:00

grandma has been saying bad abt her daughter-in-laws, including my mum. and she is putting all the blame into my mum. WTH. y cant she understand. she said she noe who is good to her and who is bad, then why she still bad mouthed my mum? my mum has been changing for her and yet grandma is becoming worse.

wad a bad eg you give to ur grandchildren. everytime bad mouthed abt other pple.

2010-07-18T14:56:00.001+08:00

我真的受伤了

填词/作曲:王菀之
编曲:伍仲衡监制:金培达
灯光也暗了
音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了
人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了
灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
我的心真的受伤了

2010-07-06T12:41:00.003+08:00

we have received HDB's letter yesterday .
finally my parents can collect the house keys on 16th jul!
but dad was unable to go on that day so it was postponed to the 19th.
happy but got to start packing liaoz.

just finished packing gs br and now got to pack at s br,
then aug got to unpack again,
then finally pack and unpack for my new hse.
how come this yr so many packing to do?!

2010-07-04T18:29:00.002+08:00

i guess expressing myself here is better than in fb.
i feel more comfortable here=)

u know ,sometimes you dun want to accept the truth till u really see it with ur eyes.
i just saw it ,
it really is the truth. xi wang ta men liang ge dou xing fu, kuai le.
even though it somehow aches a little.
but i will be more determined to let go.
finally.
it ends.
hurray.

been coughing non stop since thurs.
doc said i got nose allergy.
i know this is due to br packing cos of all the dust paarticles.
even wearing mask and gloves doesnt help much.
and there is one more round of packing on the 17th.
@.@
spare me ar!!!

overcame my phobia of swallowing tablets.
started with the small ones.
am sure that i will be able to swallow bigger ones
hmmm...the best is to keep myself healthy ba, haha.
i wouldnt want to eat any medicine again!

every sunday is my revision day for the coming week of work =)

2010-06-26T15:07:00.002+08:00

it feels kind of weird to see all my friends getting ready for school reopen and i am the only odd one out.

even though it has been 3mths since i first started working, i hav yet to save much. my expenses increased instead. expenses mainly on medcine, make up, pimple creams, etc. and i got to give some amt to my mum too.

yesterday had a treat by etiqa at fairmont hotel. it was a buffet. the variety wasnt that much. i guess the food that made me feel full was the desserts and scallops. as for the main food,i only ate a little rice and bee hoon. feel really sinful after eating those desserts cos they were so fattening and sweet! all the while i was trying to lose weight and yet i was happily consuming more fats and sugars. omg, there will be quite a no.of dinners for this mth cos of friends gatherings, dinners, etc. wawawa!

actually opened a new blog at tumblr but i hav decided to stop posting it after my first post. i shall stick to blogger instead. =)

kind of sick of my template also. haha. will change it when i am free. hee.

2010-06-13T22:08:00.001+08:00

how come whenever i talked halfway in fb,
the other party suddenly becomes offline?
this not only happens to 1 , but 3 pple?!
connection problem?

2010-06-12T15:36:00.002+08:00

have been working for ard 3mths in MB and there are already 2 new products being launched.

and my pens always go missing in the office.

luckily they are all cheap cheap ones. haha.

gonna buy some cheap pens again=)

i wouldnt say that work is super tough,
because i am a newbie so everything seems tough to me. =) hee.

nally is back from overseas, cant wait to see her soon.

2010-06-03T21:54:00.003+08:00

i dun mind if she keeps complaining to me abt her suffering there.
but she actually wants me to exchange place with her and take over her suffering.
wth?

here she's saying others are so selfish,
but isn't she also selfish?

2010-05-28T12:04:00.002+08:00

went to universal studios on 23 may.
cos its MB family day.
each of us got 1 free ticket and $30 food vouchers and $5 retail vouchers.
cool~

i hav really enjoyed the day there.
awesomeness!
am really grateful to MB.

2010-05-15T20:57:00.002+08:00

selfish neighbour keeps smoking at his hse window and the wind blows all the smoke into our hse.
去他妈的.

2010-05-08T17:44:00.002+08:00

this week is not a good one for me.

customer keep insisting that she deposit the correct amt but actually it is not correct.

fpas issue the cert with my name wrongly. blur sia.

2010-05-02T10:43:00.002+08:00

I would love to go to a place where there is a sea of flowers.
diff varieties, diff colours, diff fragrances.

This has always been my dream.

2010-05-02T10:05:00.002+08:00

hav change from tagboard to cbox.

hav started to meet some nasty customers for the last week.

but am grateful for their reminders cos i hav started to become more aware of their feelings.
i hav started to think in their shoes.
cos everyone wants to be treated fairly.

well, it's a learning experience.

i've just got to have a thick skin and loads of confidence.

and happiness from within.

2010-04-28T21:27:00.000+08:00

aybyda. s.

shayitfp.

2010-04-25T21:21:00.002+08:00

i passed my AFP exam! hurrays!
dun need to go for any retest in july=)

2010-04-10T15:42:00.000+08:00

stupid tagboard keep experiencing temporary technical difficulties.??!!!

2010-04-10T15:37:00.002+08:00

finally finished my AFP exam today.
kind of screwed it up, but i am prepared for a retest in july.
but still i hope i am able to pass
the passing mark is 80/100!

hehe. now i can finally concentrate fully on my work first.
i would say that studying part time and working full time is really tough.

2010-04-05T21:43:00.001+08:00

tmr is my official start of work!
i cant help but feel kind of scared.
hmmm, probably i does not hav much confidence.
jiayou!

2010-03-30T23:03:00.004+08:00

it's time to get myself out of my comfort zone.
i hav been relying too much on familiar faces.
perhaps being posted to another cluster will enable me to break free.
stop whining like a baby.
face the challenges with a brave heart.
i can do it! =D

willpower. adaptability.

2010-03-27T13:29:00.004+08:00

this week is the first week of training at MB centre.
was taught abt some transaction precedures.
the trainer was a funny and nice guy.
there was another girl who went for the training as well.
i hav really enjoyed this training
esp the times that we laughed abt the most lame and stupid things.
eg, the chair was meant for the cheques to rest as the cheques feel tired after going thru the machine....lol. (i guess only chele and i noe how funny it is).
and the times when the trainer drew out the maps and is able to describe in detail of how to go to another branch. eg, there are 4 shops , the first one is called gay boon lee, next is a blank shop , etc......

wanted to blog more abt the funny stuff that we shared but am afraid that may breach banking secrecy. so i shant say too much.
but all these funny experiences will nv be forgotten.
i guess i'll miss my trainers and chele after the training.
arghhh....i am still so emotional attached.

2010-03-14T13:20:00.004+08:00

i am selected by a bank!
woohoo!

got mixed feelings though
but anw, tmr will be my first day of work.
i need some strength.

this month of march is a super duper hectic month for me.
not only i will be working full time, i will be studying for AFP course as well.
the lessons are twice a week and the final exam will be on 10 april.
and i got to revise the banking stuffs after work,
to be familiar with the procedures and stuff.

it's gonna be a tough journey ahead.
but i'll make sure that i am more determined this time.

人生短短几十年, got to enjoy every moment of it. =)

2010-03-05T15:28:00.002+08:00

woohoo!
exams are finally OVER!
and this marks the end of my 3 years in sp.

another chapter of my life begins ......

2010-03-02T15:00:00.004+08:00

i got a call from maybank to ask me to go for an interview!

u nv noe how excited and happy i was!
i was grinning from ears to ears!
lol my first permanent job interview leh,
how can i be not happy and excited?
gonna be well-prepared for the interview next monday=)
go for it!
yeah!

2010-03-01T09:05:00.002+08:00

yesterday night dreamt that i went to 2 funerals.....
O.O
i guess i need to drink some 'liang teh'.

2010-02-26T23:44:00.001+08:00

finally sent out my first official resume!
thru a less formal email cover letter to maybank!

hopefully the interview(if i am selected) is the week after next.
cos i needa study for 1 more test.
=P

2010-02-26T22:22:00.002+08:00

hahahaha in the end, i cant resist the temptation ....
i went to buy toto $2 quick pick.
only got 3 no.s the same ,
aiya, 1 more and i will earn profits....

2010-02-26T15:24:00.003+08:00

happy birthday to Song Hye Kyo (宋慧乔), and to me of course, hahaha!
so happy that a famous actress had the same birthday as me=)

and i wanna thank those for their wishes! deeply appreciated and remembered =) u hav made my day=) and reduced my nervousness during the exam in the morning, haha.

tonight is the dunno how many million toto draw, wanted to buy, but was afraid that if i won, my exam might not score well.....haha pantang i noe, but better be safe. exam results more impt than money.(for today la huh)

also went to had my hp serviced due to some stupid problems. gonna cost me a bomb.

1 more exam to go....

jiayou! =P

2010-02-14T23:08:00.003+08:00

mum, dad , my sis, her bf, me.
the 5 of us went out to celebrate new year.
2 couples, 1 single.
plus today's valentines' day
i saw so many couples around me.
for the first time in my life,
i was so depressed over this.
i feel like a light bulb in between.
i suddenly wish that i hav a bf beside me too.
the feeling of loneliness is terrible.
but i am grateful to my sis for accepting me as a light bulb cos she said she loves light bulbs.
lol........touched.
sis, i love you to the max!

2010-02-07T22:30:00.003+08:00

why pang seh me again?
the first few times when u did this, i was very angry.

but for the past few times when i received ur msg,
there was no anger but disappointment.

2010-02-04T21:43:00.001+08:00

somehow, i still feel that our grp is not united in some way.

2010-02-03T20:44:00.002+08:00

just found out that a couple has broken up.
both blamed each other for the cause of break up
but,
in a relationship,
it is never a one-sided problem.
the cause of breakup is usually both parties' fault.
however,
i wish that both of them will eventually find their mr/mrs right.
:)

2010-02-02T22:55:00.001+08:00

business development final presentation this saturday!
there will be a panel of assessors from 3 companies(got 1 CEO) and SP's lecturer as moderator.
i'll be answering the qns from the assessors.
oh my, i can speak fluent english!!!
give me confidence!
O.O

2010-01-31T13:32:00.002+08:00

dad finally knows that sis has a boyfriend!
haha mum told him last friday.
he didnt hav any big reactions,
but he is just afraid that sis's bf would take advantage of sis...lol.

anyway, so relieved to hear that.
i can also finally get myself a bf!
haha no laa, just kidding!
let nature takes its course.
man man lai.
staying single is good. =)

2010-01-30T22:51:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to wee!!!
whaaa almost forgot, the bday wish is late but still on the exact day! =D

2010-01-27T23:03:00.000+08:00

is quite productive today
i hav done 2 tutorials for diff modules=)

2010-01-24T10:39:00.000+08:00

omg there's a project meeting at 1pm in sch...
so rush!
=/

2010-01-22T20:26:00.002+08:00

he's always so impatient.
my hp was left in my bag and i forgot to take it out,
and thus didnt see his messages.
and then the 3rd sms he sent was :"why u didnt reply sms? huh?!"
wait awhile also cannot meh?
eeyer.

2010-01-21T23:20:00.000+08:00

lalalalalala.....so happy today! :)

2010-01-20T22:14:00.000+08:00

.........10 more days! :)

2010-01-19T18:26:00.004+08:00

feel kind of moody today
cos i only scored 72 for treasury test!
i had expected at least 80 so that it could make up for the poor marks that i scored for the last test.
well, that time i scored 52.
but at least got improvement,
shouldnt be so perfectionist!
*b4 the test i keep day dream that i score full marks...lol!
yesterday night i even dreamt of exchange rate:
i dreamt that i went to a store to buy some food then the auntie gave me indonesian coins
then i said:"cannot, u must give me in SGD , if not later when i change the indonesian coins to SGD, i will face exchange rate risks!" ROFL.
52 -> 72 -> 92!
haha the final test i'm gonna score 92!
but of course there must be more input.

:)

2010-01-16T16:37:00.003+08:00

no matter how bad they said about you,
all along i chose to believe you,
but i was wrong.

dun worry, i wont bad mouth you
cos i dun even bother to complain to others, about you.

2010-01-14T23:28:00.002+08:00

definition of group work?

2010-01-12T23:00:00.002+08:00

gosh, my english is damn poor.
cant even say a proper sentence.
the others were like: "huh? wad talking you?"

2010-01-10T09:54:00.002+08:00

pri 4- when i was allowed to go to EM2, i opted for EM1
sec 2 -when i was able to go to triple science class, i opted to go double science
sec4-when i might have the ability to continue with double science, i opted to drop to combined science
17 yrs old, when i was able to go JC, i opted to go poly.
20yrs old, when i was able to go private uni, i might eventually opt to go to work instead.

my grandma, my father wanted me to go uni, so that at least they can say to others:"hey, my granddaughter/daughter is also studying in uni!"

when everyone is going thru the common routes that are available for them, i chose the opposite. i've never regretted all of my previous choices, but will i regret if i didnt go uni in the first place?

mum asked me:"will you feel inferior if in the future, after ur friends have graduated and they hav a job position higher than you?"

i took so many months to decide on my route.
whenever i tot i hav already decided, but when someone influences me with their words, i become indecisive again.

come on, be firm and nv regret.

2010-01-09T14:17:00.008+08:00

看着他的照片, 那熟悉又陌生的脸孔.
虽然曾经是朋友, 但是七年后,不曾联络.
认识他, 却不知道他是个怎样的人?
之间许多快乐的回忆, 只停留在小一,小二.
他或许忘了,但我还是记得.
如果我不是双鱼座, 我可能早已放手.
我真傻. 好傻.

其实, 他就像是陌生人...
是时候该放手了.

2010-01-02T18:31:00.002+08:00

saw in the news that some shops are already selling new year goods
quite fast leh!
cos they wanna make as much money as possible
anyway, my mum has already order CNY cookies worth $76!
omg. all home made!
yum yum!

mum says that she's not going to purchase an oven for our new hse
T.T
i cant try out the delicious pineapple tart recipe that i have learnt!!!
gosh.
such a waste!

2010-01-01T14:37:00.003+08:00

I know year 2010 is gonna be a great year. Definitely.

The period came just at the right time. So it means to say that in 2010, I will be 大红大紫, 鸿运当头,红包多多! LOL.

But, the cramps was painful! I have vomited almost all my breakfast. Afterwhich I went to sleep and ta-da! The pain has reduced.

Last year, I had a long list of resolutions. This year,however, the resolution is going to be a short one.

=) concentrate well
=) exercise and be fit
=) have a grateful heart

Well, the reason for not listing too much is because I know that I would not be able to accomplish all, or even half of them. So, I shall start will only 3 goals. These 3 goals are the most important of all because once I have accomplished them, the rest of the goals will also be met. Really, its really true.

Ok, I shall not elaborate further as I not not completed my projects!!!!

Once again, Happy 2010!
Cheers! =D

2009-12-29T16:42:00.000+08:00

向日葵的约定 theme song: 受保護

心疼你一臉無能為力
你最不擅長演戲
反讓我更愛你

心領了你的小心翼翼
是怕我會委屈
傻瓜別怪自己

有你深愛過的我
有甚麼事談不妥
乖聽我說
過你要的生活

我們其中一個幸福
好過兩人都不知足
你懂我最愛哭
眼淚並不表示我怕孤獨

這一刻最大的幸福
是錯下去前說不
分離不苦這不算苦
不要想著彌補

我不是個孩子無須再受保護

別以為我的心像瓷器
心碎並不是委屈
是成長的必須

別小看這一路的回憶
它會開成感激
給我存在意義

有你深愛過的我
有甚麼事談不妥
乖聽我說
過你要的生活

我們其中一個幸福
好過兩人都不知足
你懂我最愛哭
眼淚並不表示我很無助

這一刻最大的幸福
是錯下去前說不
分離不苦這不算苦
不要感觸

不要反覆不要反顧
不要愛她吞吞吐吐
女生最恨戀人還想保護
上一段追逐

我們其中一個幸福
好過兩人都不知足
你懂我最愛哭
眼淚並不表示我很無助

這一刻最大的幸福
是錯下去前說不
分離不苦這不算苦
不要想著彌補
我不是個孩子
無須再受保護

我因為愛了你
無須再受保護

2009-12-29T15:14:00.004+08:00

am always so looking forward to meeting up with vann and nal.

yesterday nal and i were invited to vann's house to play games
we took out a pack of uno and poker cards.
but for ard 2 hrs plus, we were talking non-stop
and therefore, we didnt play any games...lol!
this reminds me of wad one of my teachers had said:
"when 3 girls are tgt, it becomes a market"
i guess we 've got so much things to talk that 5 hrs of meet up,
is just not enough at all.

i enjoyed hearing stories abt the outside world.
as they shared their overseas trip stories and happenings,
i was able to imagine wad it was like over there.

we took quite a number of pics.
but in most pics i looked so stiff and unnatural.
gotta think of more poses next time=P

first time tried the food at 18chefts @ eastpoint mall.
it was delicious!
and affordable.
the student meal costs only $6.40
(ice lemon tea, main course,ice cream)
the ice cream is choc chips!
it tastes superb!

a good recommendation for cheese lovers:
do try the triple cheese omelete!
yum yum!
but fattening....hahaha =X
gonna ask my friends to come and try out.

we took turns to measure our weight as vann's hse
i hav gained weight!
54.7kg!
the last time i measured was in march was 53kg...
OMG!
dun feel like eating anymoreeeeee!!!
haha just joking! =P

when will be our next meeting again?

*P/S: wanna thank vann for inviting us over to her hse, the cookies, mask, free rides, triple cheese omelete treat! wanna thank nal for the delicious chocolates and shortbread. <3

paiseh, didnt prepare anything for u all =X

2009-12-28T10:42:00.003+08:00

met up with minghui and carol to watch the movie AVATAR on sunday
we watched the 3D version, so all of us had to wear glasses.
and thru out the movie,
i was adjusting the 3D glasses cos i am wearing my own glasses as well!
but the 3D effect was awesome.
the movie was also great!
some of the scenes are very exciting.
however, the duration was too long. (161 mins)
i sit until my butt pain.

later on we went to sakae sushi to eat ala carte.
total bill :$65!
but carol only requires me to pay $10. thanks you so much!

then we went to play pool @ bugis there.
both of them taught me some useful pool techniques....
gonna show them off to my clique next time...hahahaha =X

all in all,
i hav really enjoyed myself .
and really want to thank them for helping me with some stuff that i dunno.
hope we will be able to meet again, and hopefully the rest from ex-pvi will join us also =D

whaaa! so excited. later i am meeting nal and vann! =DDD

2009-12-25T00:04:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas!!!!

haha was back from orchard.
woa, the crowd there was damn huge!
it took me quite a long time to walk from one place to another.
and there was serious traffic jam as well.
the buses that i waited took ages to arrive. =.=
however, the lightings at orchard was beautiful~

2009-12-23T21:16:00.002+08:00

relief-ness!
the individual project that i hav been working on for so long finally has all the datas ready for me to start doing the tables and analysis!
thanks to my cousin- ah chuan gor gor!

hehe going to rush and finish it asap!

so many projects waiting for me.
gonna complete them one by one!

2009-12-20T21:09:00.002+08:00

having flu
feeling so tired the whole day~
got headache and neck ache sia =(
hope the symptoms gets better tmr ...

2009-12-18T22:24:00.002+08:00

everytime when i sign in to my email,
i was looking forward to my personality report.
u all hav promised to give us today, after we hav attended the workshop,
yet when we asked u,
u said :"sorry, will email you all tonight"
i checked my email again.
to my disappointment, no email from u all.
y do u all hav to give us broken promises?
i hate pple who give me broken promises.
are all free programs like that?

nevertheless, the program that i hav attended from 10 to 3 pm was an interesting one.
i am really motivated by wad the speaker has shared
he has introduced us a lot of useful books and
i am really going to borrow/buy them from the library/bookstore.
and i have decided to go to work, provided that i hav been accepted into the job.
within 7 yrs, i am going to study to become a certified financial consultant.
and i will apply for this position in prudential.
or else, i might wan to study to become an accountant.
no matter what,
i need to start on being super self-disciplined.
change must happen within me.
=)

2009-12-12T11:39:00.002+08:00

went swimming with my siblings in the morning~
feel so refreshed now~
the sun was bright and warm but the wind is strong and cold =S
kept sneezing once i have gotten out of the pool...

hehe going to buy camera later! cheerios!

2009-12-11T08:47:00.000+08:00

test is finally over!
gonna swim tmr=)

activities starting to pile up=)
its good , its good.
at least can keep me occupied
so that i will not hu si luan xiang=P

2009-12-09T22:30:00.002+08:00

dad and grandma quarelled again.
AGAIN.
i dunno why but i just feel so scared abt it.
i cried, because i dunno wad's gonna happen next.
blame it on my pessimism, i just cant react normally.
i need lots of air to breathe, to give me the courage to face the heated arguement btw them.
grandma complained abt mum,
but to not make matters worse, i didnt tell a single thing to her.

whenever they quarelled, it brings me back to the past.
where someone threatens to commit suicide.
when they were shouting at the top of their voices.
i was there looking, my whole body trembling in fear.

just now,i trembled too.
luckily sis is back home.
i can confide in her.

please, let this situation gets better.

2009-12-07T15:01:00.002+08:00

saw jenna when i was walking on aljunied mrt platform. stunned for a while b4 i can recognise her....lol. the feeling of meeting old friend is great! actually wanted to chat more with her but she alight at city hall=( so i was all smiles on the way to my examination room. so coincidental, krystal also met her primary sch friend at dover mrt station. =)

alright, 2 more papers to go ! jiayou! =D

2009-12-06T16:47:00.002+08:00

feel like going upstairs and scold those asshole(s) for blasting the music causing me to not able to concentrate for my test tmr! such GOOD and CONSIDERATE neighbour(s) huh? my foot!

this has been going on for 2 days and these 2 days are the time that i wanted to chiong for my tests next week. they started playing the music at ard 11 plus and ends at night???!!! pui!

2009-12-03T22:56:00.002+08:00

time passes by very quickly when u are doing ur projects.

the value of cars starts to depreciate as u drive out of the showroom.

pardon me for my random-ness. =)

2009-12-02T23:14:00.002+08:00

today's SP Achievers' cum farewell ceremony is AWESOME.
have really enjoyed myself=)

however, i have also discovered some shocking news.
shant blog abt them here =O

2009-12-02T12:30:00.003+08:00

i hate being in awkward situations or being alone.

3 things that i will do: - stare into space
- pretend to sms
- excuse myself to go toilet and stay there for as long as i can
(my current best record is 30mins) =X

if i continue to stay in that awkward situation, you will notice my smile being turned into a frown.

2009-12-01T20:24:00.002+08:00

its raining now...

2009-11-30T17:14:00.002+08:00

we have actually celebrated early christmas during psychology class.
haha, everyone just brought 1-2 packets of snacks,cookies,brownies,etc.
the lesson is actually like a partyyy~
i am beginning to love psychology lesson.

Hi, My sweetheart episode 5 is out! finallyyyyy
haha so excited to see Show Luo transforming into a hunk!
oooooooo.....

cant wait for 22 dec to arrive =)
KLAS outing! celebrating sh and ant's bday in the mth of dec! =)
yipee!
we will be gg marina barrage to fly kite and station kitchen to eat dinner=)
*salivating* =P

2009-11-28T10:14:00.002+08:00

世界, 是用心画出来的

another week has passed. i am geting closer to holidays! haha.

have sort of overcome the after effects of watching paranormal activity. yay!

have been watching Hai pai tian xin since the day i saw nally recommended in her blog...haha this drama is really very funny!!!

1 more week to mst, have been trying to be more disciplined. hope this time round i can improve on my GPA, though quite last min min cos last sem already, but i think i am going to start revising in dec! HAHAHA.

2009-11-22T15:32:00.002+08:00

from yesterday morning till yesterday late afternoon, i was choing-ing my treasury lecture notes from chapter 2 to 7 1/2. have done mind maps for all the chapters mentioned. feel a sense of achievement cos it has been sooo long since i am so hardworking. but one reason is that my mid sem test is jjust 2 weeks away. didnt really kind of memorise them, but i tried to understand them.

the yr 1 figures for bd must be changed again. -.- sianzz.....

time flies, its sunday already! =(

2009-11-20T18:54:00.004+08:00

this is the first time that i watched a horror movie. my whole class and our tutor watched it in class, during out tutorial lesson. the movie is called 'paranormal activity'. it was quite scary, for me. cos i am a scaredy cat....haha. the starting part till the middle was boring, really boring. it was until the last part when the girl was dragged out of the room by the 'ghost?', then it gets scarier till the end. in the end, the guy was killed by the girl. O.O

after effects:
- weird feelings in my stomach.
- going to sleep early from today onwards

gosh. but , i think i will get over it anyway.

give me one week. heh.

2009-11-18T23:02:00.002+08:00

i dun like to eat lunch alone. where everyone ard me are eating with big groups of pple, here i am, accompanying myself?

shld i go there again?

gosh, feel like venting all out. the projects and all are making me feel like an idiot.

can i scold?

nope, i'll swear.

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done! feel a bit better =)

2009-11-17T21:01:00.002+08:00

Your Birthday Color - Brown

Brown symbolizes dependability, endurance, sensitivity and stability. You are a responsible person with lots of mental strength. You are an outdoors person and a nature-lover as well. You love to talk and spend time with your friends.

took this quiz from fb. haha sorry for uploading too many quizes, coz i am quiz lover=)

2009-11-16T21:24:00.000+08:00

SALES FIGURE WRONG AGAIN!!!! T.T

2009-11-11T23:39:00.002+08:00

took this quiz from facebook and was surprised by the results:

Find out your ruling planet and its meaning

Chan's result was Pisces- Neptune

Since your zodiac sign is Pisces, you are born under the influence of Neptune. You are a compassionate person and empathize with others. You like to live a honest and idealistic life. You should use your creativity and imagination to bring about change around you. You have a strong sense of intuition. Listen to your inner self before taking key decisions and you will be surprised with the results.

does this apply to my decision of choosing wad course in uni and my desired career path as well?

2009-11-11T14:46:00.002+08:00

i am so tired of doing BD
the methods of calculating sales forecast is always changing,
the number of teachers required is always changing,
when will they ever be confirmed?
it is not so easy for me to change all the figures at one go.
i need to calculate, then change for every row, every column, every table.
there is not fast way of doing it
no shortcut,
and how am i going to tell the rest of my grp mates that the figures has been changed again?
they hav already done their part!
starting a business is so annoying.
the rest of the grps are already halfway done,
but we are still stuck at sales forecast.
its, haiz....
i am so lost now.

2009-11-11T09:42:00.002+08:00

the consequences of incurring credit card debts is disastrous. i think i most prob am not going to sign up for any credit card cos i will have difficulty in tracking the amount that i have spent using credit card. =)

am starting to love financial planning module. <3>

2009-11-09T22:12:00.002+08:00

my fren is going to sleep now, but i got 2 projects on hand....i wanna sleep early too! T.T

2009-11-05T22:36:00.001+08:00

to work after graduation or to study in uni?

2009-11-02T22:49:00.002+08:00

watched a heart-wrenching video abt how the kids eat our leftover foods. their parents even wanted them to pray to god before eating ,to express their gratitude for the food.

gosh, almost cried.

I will do my best to not waste food anymore!!!!

2009-11-02T22:45:00.002+08:00

the law that i took ages to interpret and try to understand, is being simplified by another person who is good in english. omg. how i wish my english can be as good as him.

aiyo, why cant the modules be taught in chinese? hahaz! wishful thinking huh?

2009-11-01T22:48:00.001+08:00

i hate to lie for the sake of my projects.

2009-10-31T16:02:00.002+08:00

SIGH!!!! I AM SO SILLY!!!!

I HAV DIVULGED THE WRONG INFO TO ENQUIRE ABT INSURANCE INFO.

GOSH, I JUST HOPE EVERYTHING WILL TURN OUT FINE.

ARGHHH......

2009-10-30T20:57:00.003+08:00

during the psychology lesson on last mon, we found out that a guy didnt noe wad is PMS!!!! LOL! it started the whole class laughing non stop.

thus, whenever i see the guy, he reminds me of PMS....hahahhaa.

opps, sorry for being so bad, but i just cant help it. can you? =P

during our financial planning lesson, we played a boardgame called "cashflow". it was abt managing our cashflows. hahaha all of us hav enjoyed playing it. the game was ok, but it is the players that make the game interesting. cos we were like so excited and laughing non stop.

actually, the motive of playing this game is to : invest ur money, dun keep all in the bank; invest in small opportunities unless u've got lots of money to invest in large opportunities and do some charity as well.

gonna try to apply for the moe bursary. i want money!!!!!!

2009-10-28T18:32:00.001+08:00

gosh, spent the whole day just to find out some figures and evidences for my proj!

2009-10-26T21:31:00.001+08:00

loathe pple smoking at corridors and the smoke will spread to the lower floors of the flat. Basket.

2009-10-26T20:34:00.002+08:00

gee.....even though my bd mm report scored only 80 marks, i was quite happy. the main reason was that for my sales forecast and marketing expense forecast, there wasnt any major errors.=)))) initially i was so worried that if my formulas and calculations were wrong, then the whole rport's marks will be pulled down by this. =D phew!!!!

after eating a chocolate eclair, i've got cough! and i always feel a lump in my throat. it is an uncomfortable feeling.

the whole grp volunteered to help me in finding some figures for my bd startup costs, i was so touched. really. am grateful for them. they are really wonderful teammates. <3

2009-10-25T10:52:00.003+08:00

grandma has been talking non stop since morning till now. cant stand it. she has been rushing mum and aunt to prepare this and that. irk. =-/ y cant she just take a break?

2009-10-24T14:04:00.004+08:00

wooola!

意难忘 has finally ended! total 872 episodes in spore.

the ending is satisfactory except for a part where a girl has to sacrifice her baby to the wang family. i guess i am gonna miss this drama. of course, not forgetting the wonderful hokkien songs in the show.

<3

2009-10-21T16:17:00.002+08:00

看得最远的地方 - <张韶涵>

你是第一个发现我
越面无表情越是心里难过
所以当我不肯落泪地颤抖
你会心疼的抱我在胸口

你比谁都还了解我
内心的渴望比表面来得多
所以当我跌断翅膀的时候
你不扶我但陪我学忍痛

我要去看得最远的地方
和你手舞足蹈聊梦想
像从来没有失过望受过伤
还相信敢飞就有天空那样

我要在看得最远的地方
披第一道曙光在肩膀
被泼过太冷的雨滴和雪花
更坚持微笑要暖得像太阳

你能看见我看不到的地方
有时候又觉得我们很像
都爱仰起头不听命运的话

loves ~

2009-10-21T11:37:00.002+08:00

yays! now the wed 2 hr lesson has been changed to thurs morning. that means wed there are no lessons and therefore no need go sch! woohoo! studied in poly for 3 yrs and now for the last sem finally got one day no need go sch. haha! every wed will be like a one day holiday for us=)))

yesterday gave krystal her birthday card(booklet). finally it is done! seeing the smile on her face makes me feel that the time spent on doing this is all worth while.

coming up, 2 more best friends' bdays on dec. oh no. got to start thinking and planning again... =-]

2009-10-18T11:22:00.002+08:00

yesterday when i wanted to throw my changed clothes into the washing container , subconsciously i threw it into the dustbin. lol! i even showed to my mum and she said " eh, you ki siao ar?". hahahaha. this incident almost happen the second time later in the day. gosh, wad happen sia?

meeting at sh later to complete the making of krystal's card. hopefully we can finish it by today. then tmr i will go bind and will find one day where sh and i will give her the card.....wahahahahhahaha!.

hav a long chat session with mum again on fri. shant blog too much abt the details cos its already in the past. she still doesnt trust her... even till now. gosh. nv seen this kind of person b4.

hy is in china! i guess this is her first time on board plane. hope everything goes well and smoothly for her.

2009-10-17T11:11:00.006+08:00

Mind Garden

two people are waiting for a late bus.
one is frustrated,
while the other take it easy.
thus, the real source of frustration cannot be the bus.

is there an evil bus-driver out there to be angry at?
the seed of anger lies within.
the "late buses of life" are only conditions which ripen our anger.
in the end, it is you who cause your state of mind.

the causes of (un)happiness are within your mind.
take care of your mind then.
it is a garden----
you decide what seeds to plant and nurture.

just wanna share this with u all. =)
taken from 'the daily enlightenment'

2009-10-15T14:58:00.004+08:00

hehe. placed a new tagboard on my blog. pple lets chat! =)

the new timetable was quite a headache for me. cos most of days there aren't any breaks in btw. for eg, one day i had lessons from 1 to 5 pm, the other day i had lessons from 12 to 5pm. no breaks in btw lei! i think i got no choice but to eat a little in btw lessons and drinking my vitasoy. then i will hav to be determined to do stomach exercises everyday. =(

actually i had wanted to change to another blog host : wordpress.com. but the thought of having to redesign my template and all, i feel sooo lazy! so , i am still stuck at blogger. hahax.

i still feel quite tired today. even though it has been 2 days after chalet. @.@

2009-10-14T11:40:00.002+08:00

first time stayed over in a chalet. i didnt sleep at all, and only managed to rest on the bed for 45 mins. the rest of the time were spent playing mahjong, card games and chatting with friends. haha but most of the time i dun talk, but i listened. we played mosquito,bluff and heart attack for the card games. and during the chatting session, we talked a lot abt boy-girl relationship, etc. but most of the time krystal is talking abt her bf , which was quite interesting though. i hav tried to talk as much as possible but i think sometimes the things that i say are quite nonsense. i really really hav to learn how to express my opinions understandably and to the interest of the rest. will it come to a time when i spend so much time thinking abt whether to say out sth and in the end everyone has finished chatting? the same problem happens during project discussion as well.

went with the rest to watch a midnight movie called "500days of summer" i personally feel that it was quite a good movie and hilarious as well, because initially i tot i would fall asleep while watching. but as the movie goes on, it sort of catches my attention on wanting to know wad happens next. i even cried when the guy falls out of love.

this is the first time in my life that i didnt sleep for a night. gosh the feeling was terrible. i am soooo sleepy. even though i hav slept for 12 hrs after that, but i still feel very tired. i hav realised that sleep is very impt.

i guess this chalet would be the most memorable time in my 3 yrs of poly.

2009-10-10T16:14:00.001+08:00

ohno, wad happen to blog skin again? sianzzz...

2009-10-10T16:00:00.002+08:00

dislike this coming semester's timetable. all days end at 5pm except wednesday which ends at 3pm. the lessons start late. it would be good for those who cant wake up early in the morning, but this means that i hav lesser opportunities to watch yi nan wang once sch reopen, somemore it is going to end soon....T.T sad sad sad...

recently bought a book called: you: being beautiful---the owner's manual to inner and outer beauty. it has lots of useful body/hair/skin/nail care tips and dos and donts. like for eg, it is better to use solid soaps as they hav fewer chemical ingredients in them, compared to liquid soaps.

hmmmm.....on mon, wad shld i do during the period when the rest are cycling at pasir ris? i cant cycle! hahahaha so malu. i dun even noe whether i can balance myself even if my fren and i share a double seat bicycle. gosh. shld went to learn cycling someday ....yes someday....haha.

feel like buying a notebook to jot down the bdays of my friends. of course, the closer frens' i can rmb by heart. =P

2009-10-07T14:35:00.003+08:00

class chalet next week. kinda look forward to it. but i keep having this feeling that i will be left out.

having gastric problem is quite troublesome for me. i got to prepare extra bread to bring along for the chalet in case i am hungry. and i cant eat spicy, sour ,cold food and drinks. (but sometimes i still eat anyway) whenever i am hungry for too long (3hrs and more), i will start to feel bloated as in there will be 'gas' accumulated in my stomach and i couldnt eat much after that , if not my face will turn red easily. being a person who loves to laugh and laughs even at the slightest things, i feel terrible that i am not being able to laugh too much during eating and esp i just had my main meals, because again, my face will turn red....lol...this sounds funny, but it is really terrible for me. some will think that this is super weird , even i also think this is weird.

nevertheless, the bad periods of gastric problems are gone (i hope they will never come again), i am trying my best to eat regularly, not to be too nervous and excited , not to be angry.

i hav gain weight mainly because of my gastric problems (cos i always eat). and subconsciously , i will hav the urge to eat even if i am not hungry(it is better now).

but where there's a will, there's a way. i shall work hard to take good care of my gastric.

2009-10-05T10:18:00.002+08:00

one of the sp intern was killed in heilongjiang in china. he was an aerospace engineering student if i am not wrong, cos the previous aerospace students also went there for internship. feel quite sad for him. why are the pple so rough? =-/

krystal's bday card has been halfway done. =) will meet up with sh again to complete the rest, kinda of headache on wad and how to decorate cos i am really not so good in decorating bday cards! i hav run out of ideas! =( got to ask my sis for more ideas ......

went to sch lib to borrow 2 books on how to study effectively and efficiently. copied some impt points and i will do my best to apply them while i am studying. sch's starting in about 2 weeks time.

haha i am so happy, cos this hols i managed to jog for more than 5 times already! it is also the first time of my poly years that i hav jogged so many times during the hols! i hav also decided to do sit ups everyday, hopefully i can reach vann's record in the next 2 years. (100+ a day) omg. i one day can only do 20.(maximum) LOL.

I WANT TO HAVE A FLAT TUMMY!!!

2009-10-02T14:22:00.002+08:00

i went to cut my hair just now!!!!! now my hair is shorten by 2 inches T.T even though i was super unwilling to cut it short, (cos i only want my hair to be less thick) the hair stylist suggest that i cut due to my split ends blah blah blah....so i let her cut lo. was wondering if i shld go for a soft rebonding treatment which costs ard $128. so ex lor!

had chatted with mum for a long time during my lunch(opps that means i took a long time to finish my lunch haha)...and we talked abt life and death and marriage and my health. after chatting, i suddenly feel that my mum has really grown a lot, compared to when i was young. aiya, i dunno how to say laa...but i think wadeva she said was v true and i've got to keep in mind.

yay! tmr going to meet sh to do krystal's bday card...FINALLY! hope she will be surprised! hahahahaha. i am so looking forward to her expression! wheeee!

one happy thing: i hav finally let go of _____. here's wishing _____ all the best. as long as __ is happy, i am already happy. xi huan yi ge ren, bu yi ding yao yong you ta. =) cheerios!

2009-09-30T14:51:00.004+08:00

I promise myself.......

To be so strong that nothing can disturb my peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness and prosperity to every person I meet.
To make all my friends feel that there is something worthwhile in them.
To look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism come true.
To think only of the best, to work only for the best and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as I am about my own.
To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful expression at all times and give a smile to every living creature I meet.
To give so much time to improving myself that I have no time to criticise others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
To think well of myself and to proclaim this fact to the world, not in loud words, but in great deeds.
To live in the faith that the whole world is on my side, so long as I am true to the best that is in me.

Created By, Christian D. Larson
The Secret 2008.

This is the optimist's creed that I want to remember it by heart. I believe in the Law of Attraction.

2009-09-30T14:38:00.002+08:00

went to a lan shop to play cs with KA. it was boring in the first place, but overall was ok....cos i dun quite like to play com games. after that we proceed to eat tao huay....which was the best tao huay i've ever ate. it was soooo smooth and soft. then with the clever minds from the 3 of us(K suggest the place, i point out the street, and A brought us there with his good sense of direction), we went to the minds cafe. it was cosy and nice. wanted to go there again. haha will be KLAAS' next fav hangout place.

went to watch the movie"accident" with vann @ cineleisure. it was quite a thrilling movie, but the ending was quite abrupt. i am still into the story then it ended suddenly. was still wondering abt some parts after the show. got some confused parts. the male and female characters are handsome and beautiful! one of them is gu tian le .....haha random~